Growing up I saw my mother rely on my father financially, and how it led to her being unable to leave him despite him being extremely abusive towards her and her children. I swore I will never be like her.
I wrote about our story here:
https://www.lifeisloveschool.com/SavingForFreedom
I immigrated to this country (the USA) alone at age 20, and every dime I have I made it myself.
I am proud of this life I've built for myself.
Work is tough, especially when you are an immigrant with no green card and no connection, but when there is a will, there is a way.
Don't give your power away by relying on a man (or anyone).
Best wishes to a brighter future. You can do it!